2011-05-26

Single =)






Hello people ;) i'm gonna blog now.
To be Honest,i really want to give up!but then,when i saw him..i cant control myself.
you knw?and my mind will jump out our memory =(
yesterday,went paparich with them..four of us again=.=
i feel nervous when i saw him.dunno how explain my feeling on that moment.
face to face also feel like very shy,and we are no topic to talked.
like so awkward>< but at last,we still gt talked awhile.but no much more=/
suddenly,they talk talk talk..then talked about his ex..lol
is funny loh..and i'm so fish that i heard some news.OMG
i cant believe it!and i'm so fish for myself!shit man!
maybe i'm just a little girl in his mind.and i not more matual at all!
or maybe he likes the others who mind and age are matched him what.
and i maybe not match with him,right?
so i know it!everynight,i'll think about you.when i fall asleep.
sometimes i 'll think about it,is you are the perfect guy for me?or is you the guy whoi'm founding? did you know which kind of boy that i like?
hmm.like when he talking got some humorous? or wont jeolous when i closer with the others guys?and can play with me like play with his friend.dun so serious when playing with.i dun like it!is no more interest between us ><
just like the 黑人and范范=)i like their way of life.is so sweet man!
love it***
when can i get a boy which like him? awww..is so hard.
maybe god wants me to wait =) or what ? blabla
anyway..just be myself. i don't want to act myself in front of you!
and i really love you!
so i'm single ! yeah~~

2011-05-17

DOWN ..down .. down

心情超低..超低
谁愿意借肩膀给我靠靠呢?我可以大声地哭吗?
真的要这样?就没有机会了吗?
无话可说了!
也许罢...我受够了!='(

2011-05-16

凌晨两点钟



现在是凌晨两点钟,由于dada在我家弄头发。害得我不能睡觉哦,因为要等他啊。
哈哈。。好无聊哦
今天考试还算顺利罢,可是paper2就死得很惨了。。><
国语好差的我~~怎么办好呢?
今天一直想我和他的事情,想起的时候,心里真的很开心。
可是我不想你给我希望,因为你只会给我更大的失望。
我不想一直是我自己一厢情愿。
希望越大,失望就会更大。
到底是怎么样的呢?我还真的不了解你!

2011-05-15

150511 ♥




♥ hallo,my readers =) i'm back ! hehehehess ..
okay , lets start to tell you'll what i done today !

Today i hang out with cass , bui and wilson =)
we go LM sing k! four of us only,,,lols
haha xD they were so funny! we sang until 1pm only , cause the lunch time was over .
after that,we went to carefour acc wilson take his spec,then we played bowling at themines.. ^^
thats my first time played bowling^^what a nice game!
8pm we go played basketball . ohshit! i'm too bad in basketball
i should more practice.
i'm enjoyed with them^^ teeheeee*

2011-05-14

140511

i've been few days didn't updated my bloggie =) i'm very free now!
no working today,cause my darling phoebe have to attended her school sports day.
so i just follow her to take a rest .
yo. last wednesday i went jusco and watched thor with karmen, damn nice =)
and friday i watched fast and furious 5 with wenjie ! ohmygod !
ths movie was so cool and nice!! love it**
today i'll watch the priest 3D with my friend =)
hmm.. nothing to said ! haha XD


ps:I'm getting sick now >< lols ..

2011-05-08

Thanks LORD

今天是母亲节=)相信今天很多人都有去庆祝吧?
心里总是希望自己能跟自己的母亲一起去庆祝,但只是能想,因为已经不可能了。
在我5年级的时候,我的妈咪突然患上了癌症,全家都觉得很奇怪。
一开始,我妈都没发觉到,他只是觉得头有点痛,会有头晕,可是他并没有去看医生,
就只为了不想浪费钱去看医生,只是吃了一些头痛药。事情越来越严重,半夜我妈咪起身上厕所,
一下子头晕装到床旁的柜子,头也肿了起来,吓得我爸不敢睡觉,整晚都看着她。
不久,我妈咪就昏倒进医院,证实患了癌症,头里有一粒肿瘤。
但,一切都太迟了,那一天昏迷,就在也醒不来了。直到她去世的那一天。。
很多事情她还没帮我们完成,就离开了。这件事,实在是太突然了!
根本接受不到!每个人都在为她伤心难过。我们更不列外。
妈咪的离开也照成了家里的改变。一切都是出乎意料,爸爸也受了很大的打击。
因此,家里开始有了变化。
在我亲戚家人的心目中,我妈咪都很受欢迎,我的亲戚都很疼她!
她是一个很节制,很肯付出,口硬心软的母亲。都很疼爱我们。
很可惜,现在我的家也不是像以前那样的幸福。以前和现在,可以说一个天一个地!
现在,我很庆幸,因为我认识了一位,爱我,安慰我,肯为我付出的真神,耶稣!
上帝在我生命当中做了很大的改变。
我很感恩=) 我相信在未来的日子,上帝要我为他走更远的路,作更多的事!
现在,我要每天都为我身边的朋友祷告之外,也要为我爸爸祷告。让他能够信主!
让他能够荣耀神的名,也能够借着他的生命来传福音。
因为我相信圣经说的,一人信主,全家得救!
上帝是一位很奇秒,又很真实的神。
在你有困难的时候,他会帮助你,使你更有力量。
靠你自己是做不到的,除了上帝没人能够帮助你。
你愿意把自己的生命交给上帝吗?让他帮助你。
遇到什么问题,只要祷告!当然你也要信!
他就会帮你成就。因为上帝爱你就好像你父母爱你一样多!

我最大的礼物就是认识了上帝,因为他给我的平安和喜乐,是任何人都给不到的!

2011-05-05

awww...so miss him !!

今天实在是太太太....闷了拉!没地方去~~只好留在家对着电脑,电视!
某某人!我真的很想念你啦!好久没看到你了..好像很难见面将的><
嗨。。其实你心里到底是在想什么啊?我真的不明白
你要我了解你,可是怎么那么难啊?
你可以告诉我你心里到底在想什么吗?我真的想知道。。
有时候,总觉得你好像不要理我,但最后你有走来跟我道歉什么的~
我是很开心!我觉得你是有点在意我!是我自己多心?还是事实呢?
爱情是不能勉强的,你不要觉得我在逼你!
我记得你说过最重要还是要适合自己!这句我也同意!哈哈~
也许我不适合你,也许我们根本就没可能,很多个也许。
但有谁会知道以后会是怎样呢?就如你说的,顺气自然吧!

2011-05-01

darling @ gosh club



Last friday went gosh with my darling vinnie ^^
damn long never meet her..lol >< miss her!
what a suck place ! not really nice..and have alots of babi at thr!
chiewww..blacklist it!
darling must cheer up u knw =) i will always beside you <3
teehee** love you always <3 <3 muackss.
sorry for a short post here..really nothing to said =)